Twenty Twelve

Grandeur plans for the new year? No such thing.

2011 was a terrible year. One I hope to forget. At the age of 25, I fell in love and got my heart broken.

This year, I just want myself back. I want a calmer heart. A stronger mind. I want to be okay. I don't want to beg for someone's attention and allow anyone to treat me like dirt. I deserve better. No one is worth my time or love, if they don't realize how much they mean to me.

Above all, I hope I can finally let go. Trust that I'll find another. Someone who's willing to go through great lengths for me. I know I'm willing to do so. For the right person. Sounds romantic? Honestly, I think I'm being practical.

In the meantime, I need to distance myself and keep chugging ahead. With or without your love abuse.

I hear Tokyo calling. Less than a month to go.

If a movie were being made about your life, what actress would portray you?

A question from Formspring triggered me to do a quick google search on Eva Green.

If I die, I want to come back as a second Eva Green. A lower grade Eva Green. But Eva Green nonetheless.

I think she's perfect.

Cute Boys With Cats

Because I absolutely fail at real life and guys in general - it's easier and almost comforting to turn to the internet (especially google) for a temporary state of happiness. A smile. Even for awhile.

James Dean. Playing with a siamese cat. Two of my favorite things.

My life is complete.






I can die happy.

Truly.

Bronze like a Brazillian

I ended my day by ironing.

My most hated chore in the whole wide world. So much for spending the day doing my favourite things, eating my favourite things. Not sour about it. Just merely stating. Documentating.

Egged by friends. I will start (for real, this time) to write everything and anything. Even information that is of zero value. Or so, it seems - at that point in time.

26. What have I done with my life?

Conversations With My Mum

Me: I'm depressed.
Mum: What are you depressed about?
Me: Turning 26.
Mum: What's so depressing about that?
Me: Everything.

World Cinema Series 2011: Deep End

I clicked on THIS and went, "I NEED TO WATCH THIS!"

Deep End | Jerzy Skolimowski | 1970 | Germany, USA | 89 min

Don't really know much about this movie. Plain and simple, I'm a sucker for foreign movies. Googled for more info and VOILA!

15 year old Mike works at a swimming pool. Obessessed with Susan, who also works there. Problem is, Susan is engaged but Mike still wants her. What do you get? Deep End.

I think it's pretty interesting that Deep End got shelved barely after it was released. Was it that bad? Kinda reminds me of all those awesome movies we didn't get to watch cause it didn't reach our shores (can/do we blame censorship?) which ultimately means, "Sorry folks, won't be showing that movie in our theatres." Time to go find an 'alternative' if you really want to watch the movie.

Here's some pretty photos cause I'm a visual creature. I'm a Libran for goodness sake!






Anyone want to watch this with me? :D

Submarine

Because I'm in love with a movie I haven't seen.

Typical.

This is a picspam.

I'm obsessed.

Oliver met Jordana under a bridge.

Many thanks to Julian for thinking the lead actress hair looks like mine when I had a bob (thus introducing the movie to me). I miss my bob. I miss being Zelda. But I intend to channel Francoise in 2011.